☼ To change course? Nah..

02/12/08

I guess I have some regrets right now, It’s just that my course right now which is m i c ro biology (I have to typed it like that so I will not be feasted with stalkers from google. LOL ) is insanely hard! No. It’s not that hard, I can still balanced it. But hey, I’m just first year and imagine during the prelims I almost slept at 4:30 in the morning and wake up 5:30. How crazy is that!! During highschool, I don’t sleep late like that. It’s so unhealthy and my mom always scold me If the clock strikes eleven and I’m not yet at my bedroom sleeping. But now, WOW.. Everything change. It’s like you should be on call 24/7 doing school works and the like. It really sucks. I hate it.

Ok, going back to the topic. I’m thinking on switching to Advertising Arts, yeah. Hahaha.. Ang layo masyado from science to fine arts. Diba? Pero I really like to learn drawing objects, humans, etc. using a tablet PC, editing it with Adobe Photoshop, multimedia arts, editing and making some videos.. Haaayy… that’s what my mom told me about nung nasa highschool pa ako. Computer related course daw. Eh ako naman ang sabi ko: ‘’Ayokong mamatay na nasa harap ng computer.'’ Kaya ayun, ginawa ko ang lahat para hindi yun ang kunin kong course. Ang first choice ko talaga sa UST: Bs Biochemistry - I was waitlisted and ready for the interview. Super nagreregret ako kung bakit hindi ako  pumunta nung interview!! DAMN!! Gusto ko din talaga ng Biochemistry but I have no choice kaya ayun pasado naman sa Mi cro bio logy.. Kaya yun na yung kinuha ko. Take it na lang. Well, kaya nandito na ako. Siguro ayon nga, parang naiisip ko sana nilagay ko na lang na second choice, advertising arts para kahit waitlisted ako sa Biochem, pasado nman sa Advertising Arts.. Haayy!!! Nagsisisi na naman ako, If I could just turn back time. No choice.

So ano na future ko sa micro? Uhmmm… I want to enter med school, yes gusto kong maging doctor someday. I only see myself wearing those kind of uniforms. But I’m also thinking, Gahd. ‘’You’re too beautiful to be in the hospital.'’ Bwahhahaha.. Ang kapal or let’s say ‘’ You’re too sexy to be in the operating room.'’ Nya! Tingnan mo nga naman yan. Kung anong iniisip. Pero talaga gusto ko ng maging doctor kahit mahirap yung pinagdadaaanan ko ngaun college. Letche kasi, parang ang hirap maka survive. Amp! Isa pang frustration ko ang math! Grrrhh.. Kelangan mapasa ko yun or else summer at wala ng chance makapasok sa UST Med School. Haaayy… ang hirap.